I've got so many questions.

First of all I would like to congratulate you.
You so sleekly manage to fool me into believing your a nice guy with no anger for pay back.
But yet you took revenge the most cunning way possible.

I doubt you are that dumb to not realize what you did to me.
The way you spoke bout her,
Every word you said was like you were describing
my pain,
my stupidity
my foolishness
my idiotic self.

You went on and on and on as if you did not have to breathe while speaking of thou Queen.

At one point I zoned out to think would have ever spoken bout me that way.
Would you be that concern if I did not tell you how my paper went?
Would you be so upset that you request for death just cause I was upset with you?
Would you?

Many of times I questioned your relations with this pretty little one.
You gave me false hope.
Just the way a hunter would lure their prey nearer to their trap.
Only to bring it closer to pain and suffering.

Who the fuck do you think you are to cut me up this bad?

Let me ask few basic questions.


Why did you make me feel that you cared?
What made you be this cruel?
Where were you going to lead me to?
When were you going to tell me the truth?
How could you make such a fool of me?
Who would you choose?

Did i ever mean anything to you?

Was every single thing you said to me just a lie?


You did not even send me a single text after saying all that.
While I sat there in tears you would have probably been on top of her.
The two of you laughing at how you made a fool of me.

Why did you stop me when I wanted to leave?
Would it have spoilt your plan?

P.S. why the fuck did she "like" the statement i wrote on your wall that imy.

YOU GOTTA CHANGE!!

A Sikh has 5 spiritual enemies; Lust (Kaam), Anger (Krodh), Greed (Lobh), Attachment (Moh) and Ego (Ahankaar)


i may not be a very religious person but i do try my very best to keep these 5 enemies as far away as possible.


you my dear fren do alot of service and follow saint very religiously but just that is not enough when u have no spiritual essence.


you're so filled with lust that even a pornstar wud lose to u.


you get so angry so fast when there is nothin to be pissed about.
at the slightest thing you wud just blow up not worried how it wud make the next person feel.


greed i reli cant tell after only 2months.


ur attachment is so strong tat wen i dun reply ur msg in 30seconds u get so pissed at me,
i wasnt running away,i was just busy!! we were together for such a short time but it was so had for u to let go.


and ur ego lik OMG!!! ur stil a nobody but the way u boast n condemn others. we havent achieve anytin in life den hu are we to point a finger at others?


i want a person that helps me develop my spirituality but u just were holdin my hand and taking me down a path i never wanna go down. i felt so tied up n frighten tat i wud piss u off or tat i wud trigger a fight. many times u made me feel tat i was useless n lucky u liked me. as if i was worth nothin.


u know wat even i may be lonely now but its must betta cause i feel happy doin wat i lik d way i like it. 


i feel free.

How much worst can life get??

this post has come after such a long time,
probably i've not been in so much pain all this time.
small small issues come up in life but we try to wish for a bright tomorrow
but when your own parents cant stand the sight of u then u dunno whether u should;

1. stand in front a lorry
2. just run away
3. not wake up from your sleep tomorrow

probably its my fault,
i rebel
i demand
i boss around

 practically the worst child alive

den i shouldn't be here,
the people who used to comfort me are gone
then wat is the point of me being here?

if i only there was a person i could explain this situation to,
request him to donate the parts of me to others whose life is worth living
and allow me to leave.

REAL MEN DONT BUY GIRLS.

• 12.3 million people are enslaved today worldwide
• In 1862, President Abraham Lincoln signed the Emancipation Proclamation eradicating slavery, yet more than one million people are enslaved in the U.S. today.
• Two million children are bought and sold in the global commercial sex trade
• The average age of entry into commercial sex slavery in the United States is 13 years old
• The global sex slavery market generates $32 billion in profits each year
• Every 10 minutes, a woman or child is trafficked into the United States for forced labor
• Most “johns” are quite ordinary: 70-90% are married, and most are employed with no criminal record
• 76% of transactions for sex with underage girls are conducted via the internet
• The U.S. government spends 300 times more money per year to fight drug trafficking than it does to fight human trafficking
• Approximately 55% of girls living on the streets in the United States engage in commercial sex slavery. Girls from middle and upper class neighborhoods are also at risk

STUPID CAT

how a cat can be so stupid i'll never know.
as it is they are the most arrogant and unbothered creatures next to humans
BUT yet that is not enough.
some of them just have to make a statement.
unlucky for me,one of that kind is in my house,
mother's cat whisky boy,



and this what he did to me,

out of no where he decided to make me his victim when i was quietly watchin tv,he felt that my planter surface of my sole was too bare so he gave me a love mark there.

how sweet of him!!!

i guess its over...

all it took him was ONE sms saying that "we're just friends from now on"

the first thing that came into my mind: WTF????

i realize that it ought to happen sooner or later but this is just toooooo abrupt.

i know we had our issues but come on it was only about the fact that i can look after myself when im down with a cold..

looks like you are as sensitive as you seemed to be.

life is hard. no one said it'll be easy but they definitely guaranteed that it'll be worth it.

times with you were good. i'll never regret anything that we did together. in fact i'll probably treasure our memories together.

it was good while it lasted. like a loved one said "hoped you learnt your lesson"

i think i finally did.

tha darkside of life

there comes a point wen nothing looks good anymore..all around u is dark and life is not worth living anymore..the light of life is blown off n unseen anymore..u look at a sharp knife tat has cause a light cut on ur finger and wonder how will it be like to have d same knife slit ur wrist n just watch the blood flow out of ur veins till u lose conscious..
a point wer der's no way out and no way in to another opportunity..
there's no use living life any further..is there anything left beyond this???
when ur own choose to boycott you..
other's look down at you..what more can u expect from the world..
y must life be so cruel n harsh..
d ppl tat have been by myside thru it all have now gone too far away tat i can even hear them..
it hurts so bad tat it feels like a burnt wound tat is bein stabbed n sliced as hot water is poured onto it..imagine worst than tat..tats how i feel..
like a piece of thrash tat is unwanted n bein stepped on by others..
noone understands my worries n fright but yet they judge..
wats d problem wit ppl?
will it kill them to be lil more caring?
would they lose an organ or their dignity if they took a lil more notice..
now i understand y ppl say tat dreams dun come thru..
cuz there isn't anyone to back u up..isn't anybody to hold ur hand n give u all d support u need..
we need alot of things in life..not getting them is normal.
BUT seeing them collapse,fall n crash rite in front of ur eyes is practically like committing suicide..