When it all turns to dust.

Once the world has now turn to ash.


Once a beautiful river has now dried up and of no use.


There was a time people would pass it and say,
 "my what a beautiful sight but now stop only to laugh at its dryness"


Its nice to just think back of the beauty there once was.


Never regret anything that made you smile as it brought joy that brought sparks into life at that point.


I know i've lost all that i once had.
Don't know how it happened but it did.
Now its time to move on.
Holding on to the memories we once had.


Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart


Now we're strangers that see each other everyday.


just wonder if u miss me like i do??

UNWANTED AND FORGOTTEN

It began with overwhelming joy. Smiles that last from break to dawn and just all day long. The fact seems that we'll never be able to live without them. We could not imagine life without their presence. Even if we met all the time, when away we'll definitely find a way to communicate. Share all the tales and everything we had till there were no differences. Life was incomplete without each other.

But then again noone is indispensable.

From completely no space between us to the fact that a whale could pass in the gap at the middle.

How life can turn out sometimes is totally astonishing.

What happened to the promises we made over a cup of coffee madras style?

The bond we shared was not a passing cloud for me. I realise and admit that i have more flaws than an average person. I accept that i can be very impossible to have to be dealt with but that is sometimes just the way i am. I know when some have to choose, I'll never be the choice they make as i am of no use. I've learnt that they hard way. So probably that is the reason i back away before the option of choosing arises.

Then once i back away it just proves that i was unwanted in that circle. it made no difference whether i was absent or present. everything goes on as usual. smiles and laughter continue just without me there. with time passing by, I'll definitely be forgotten.

You will move on forgetting I've even existed and i tried to do so but its impossible as we in a way took each breath together. it hurts to just sit and press the play button in my mind to refresh all the treasureable moments we had once upon a time with pictures as our witness.

I miss those moments.

I'm sorry i cant be perfect.

Life is more meaningful now

3 people,

from different walks of life,

never knew the existence of one another before,

never had an instinct that they would cross each other's path,

never realised they would touch each others hearts,

never thought they would mean so much to each other,

never the idea had come to their mind that they would stand by each other till the end.


That is the story of when i joined my medical school and made new friends.
Some friends are just for formalities while others are there to stay in your heart forever.

the bond form in such a short time is so amazing that it feels like a shot of energy start to my head that gives me a drive to strive for better cause i know if it goes right i have succeed i would have them to celebrate and if the opposite outcome that i didn't expect to occur,they i have their shoulder to pour out my grieve.

i know they'll always have my back.

they'll be the reason i would start my day with a smile on my face.

probably the best thing that has ever happened to me.

one malaysia

=)

a malay girl with her rice and chicken,
a punjabi girl with her capati and dal.

both in one room,
on the floor,
eating and feeding each other.

6months ago we were strangers but now we're practically SOULMATES!!!
we kinda do everything together.
eventhough she is half my size but we fit each other's clothes.

we may be from different walks of life but that doesn't stop us form being US.
without saying a word, we can read each others thoughts.
thats practically the coolest thing that i can do with her.

being soulmates and so close to each other doesn't mean that we have to get married..
(hell NO)
but i know for sure she's a person i'll never forget.
in fact she's my first follower!

now thats what i call ONE MALAYSIA!!