how careless....

my exams for the semester are going on..
before my third paper begins, while writing my exam index number i just glance at my exam docket to check if i am writing it correctly. my sense was right, i had written my last two digits wrongly...it should be 31 but i wrote 13.. . then i thought to myself that i have most probably written that number wrongly for my other two papers before this.damn!!!

how could i be so careless????

one malaysia

=)

a malay girl with her rice and chicken,
a punjabi girl with her capati and dal.

both in one room,
on the floor,
eating and feeding each other.

6months ago we were strangers but now we're practically SOULMATES!!!
we kinda do everything together.
eventhough she is half my size but we fit each other's clothes.

we may be from different walks of life but that doesn't stop us form being US.
without saying a word, we can read each others thoughts.
thats practically the coolest thing that i can do with her.

being soulmates and so close to each other doesn't mean that we have to get married..
(hell NO)
but i know for sure she's a person i'll never forget.
in fact she's my first follower!

now thats what i call ONE MALAYSIA!!

for the first time...

last nite,

for the first time in my life,

i shaved a person's head.

INDEED I DID...

what: shaved a head till 12mm

why: cuz i was fed up of his messy long hair.

where: in segi college cafe

how: with aliyu's shaver

who: deen

when : 6th december,~11.30pm

AND i am proud of the results even though he doesn't like it =p

RELIGION vs LOVE

choose now!!

is that even a question?
its obvious i'll choose my religion.

why....
-thats how i grew up
-it dwells in my heart, mind and soul.
-it is in my every breathe
-it bonds me to my parents and family
-its my way of life
-THAT IS WHO I AM.

even when everyone else leaves me,
when i have no one,
at the moment life fails me,
i always have HIM.
how can i even think of abandoning him when he is always by myside.
who am i trying to kid?
the great guy above who knows everything.
i will never be able to face him if i do this betrayal to him.

would i ever be forgiven if i can even think of leaving him?

the verdict: i'll never leave my religion

sophisticated

tats life in general

but now my life is no where near that.
my life probably doesn't even have that word in my dictionary of life.

WHY????
simply because all i have to do is;
*study well
*pray
*play
*live
*SLEEP
*breathe

that's simple aint it..
then why complicate it..
=)

wen everytin fails..

at some point in life there will always be a feeling that something has gone wrong..

your friends turn their back on you,
talking without hesitation about you,
your subjects haunt you cause you dont get it and you've got a cgpa to reach.
your close one has better things to do'
the person who gave you life cant hear your tears as she slams the phone thinking your being rude by not talking properly on the phone,
people around you dont see your red eyes..

but be thankful that at that time there was nobody in the girl's washroom.

you look in to the mirror and try to stand up straight and pull yourself together.
then it suddenly hit me.
why am i so affected by what people say.
they are just merely a small part or a passing phase in my life.
who are they to decide to run me down and make my life hard.
why should i be at their mercy?
the only people who rules me is GOD.

at that point you realise that you are not alone.
He is always by your side.
He might not give you a tissue to clear your tears but...
He'll definitely take the pain away..